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We Have Time. (We have time. We have time!)
By Billy | November 19, 2009
We wrote these words the morning after we overdosed, with vomit on our tongue still. We wrote these words right before we stopped running away and starting walking home. We wrote these words in blood on the bathroom floor. We wrote these words while the walls breathed and the world was a mess of tessellations. We wrote these words in a strange bed with strange lovers.
We wrote these words when we were afraid of what it meant to be loved unconditionally.
We had assumed things about our Lover and their feelings towards us. We wouldn’t set foot past the threshold. We were ashamed to have spent so long taking our Lover for granted.
We didn’t know.
We didn’t know.
We didn’t know.
I am shame.
I am sorry.
I am bad.
I am monstrous.
I am broken.
I am flawed.
I am unloved.
I am lost.
I can not go home.
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