This is my life
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Monday, December 28th, 2009If you haven’t ever gotten to the point where you think you might explode, maybe you haven’t put in enough effort. If you’re comfortable with the way things are, perhaps you haven’t looked at the way things really are. If you think you’re doing everything you can, you should probably be pressing on.
Why aren’t you [...]
Violence is Suicide: (I’d rather stand in front of guns than behind the people holding them)
Thursday, December 17th, 2009No, I will not support the troops. Not by clicking that link, not by wearing a red shirt, not by joining your facebook group. In fact, I don’t support your troops at all.
I don’t care who they are. Even if they were my brother, my father, my grandfather, my cousin, [...]
Dislocated Spirits
Thursday, December 17th, 2009You are a fantastic worm, born in the middle of Jupiter. As you crawl out from one level of the core to the next, from metal layer to rock layer to ice layer to violent atmosphere… At each level you metamorphose into a new being more capable of passing through the medium at [...]
Who are we
Saturday, December 12th, 2009Who am I
to lay down my life
or even worse
to lay down my dagger
who am I to love you
while you destroy my home and family
I’m tired of these tired old “answers”
plaguing our children
and growing like cancers
Worried about these useless solutions
stroking our guns at our revolutions
Who am I?
(No.) Who are you?
I am a human who recently [...]
Love rymes with a hideous car wreck.
Saturday, December 5th, 2009Jesus blesses the little children. Society oppresses the little children.
Strife is coming.
Vayelech Avram. Abram WENT. He went not knowing where he was going. He went with reason to believe he’d never see his father again. He went ‘to the place that God will show him.’ He didn’t even know the destination. He went [...]
Strouthion
Saturday, December 5th, 2009I don’t miss you
look for you,
see you everywhere,
or wonder what you’re doing.
I don’t feel like there’s evil crawling through my veins. An evil growing swiftly, plotting out my end, preparing for an overthrow.
I don’t love you, and I just don’t care.
You are easy to put down.
You’re too hot for me to hold.
You. are… a [...]
This isn’t true.
Thursday, December 3rd, 2009There’s a certain feeling sliding
Through the linings of my gut
There are things that I am hiding
But I just can’t tell you what
There are answers not worth knowing
There are treasures you wont find
There are places we’re not going
It’s how we were designed
I try to leave it sit there
And fester like it should
Hah. Hmph. Intuition.
Monday, November 30th, 2009Nobody knows this.
But everyone does know it.
Even you and me.
Delivery (I held. The oar all along)
Monday, November 30th, 2009Every one’s special.
Everyone’s new.
Sometimes it’s me.
It’s always you.
Sometimes it hurts me,
sometimes for days.
sometimes the great blues
feel more like grays
somewhere this happened:
i lost all control.
somewhere it worked out.
i was made whole.
Deliver. Deliver. Deliver.
Take me from this place.
Deliver
Deliver
Deliver
Make me hide my face.
Take me away from this place.
I am.
Notrunningawayanymore.
Nolongerscaredofthisstasis.
(for now)
UnsureofwhatIneedatthecore
Readytoknowwhatthisplaceis.
I’mtiredofwaitingoutside
I’mtiredoffeelingashamed.
Iseenomorereasonstohide.
IrealizeI’veneverbeenblamed.
Aliveandimmortal
Bornagain
New.
Not.
done
searching.
ready
to maintain this.
sure
of what it means.
going
to give up.
my mind needs more bananas
Sunday, November 29th, 2009give these eyes their life back
their torches dim and tire
tie me up and light me
martyr me with fire