Riot and Rage
Sunday, February 7th, 2010I want to use words like riot and rage
resist and (I) refuse(!)
revolt and rampage.
I want to climb mountains and sing from their ridges
or poison the fountains and burn all the bridges
I want all the answers to climb in my hands
and own lady Time and her infinite sands
I want my echo to be unfathomable.
…
I want to [...]
Strouthion
Saturday, December 5th, 2009I don’t miss you
look for you,
see you everywhere,
or wonder what you’re doing.
I don’t feel like there’s evil crawling through my veins. An evil growing swiftly, plotting out my end, preparing for an overthrow.
I don’t love you, and I just don’t care.
You are easy to put down.
You’re too hot for me to hold.
You. are… a [...]
This isn’t true.
Thursday, December 3rd, 2009There’s a certain feeling sliding
Through the linings of my gut
There are things that I am hiding
But I just can’t tell you what
There are answers not worth knowing
There are treasures you wont find
There are places we’re not going
It’s how we were designed
I try to leave it sit there
And fester like it should
Hah. Hmph. Intuition.
Monday, November 30th, 2009Nobody knows this.
But everyone does know it.
Even you and me.
Delivery (I held. The oar all along)
Monday, November 30th, 2009Every one’s special.
Everyone’s new.
Sometimes it’s me.
It’s always you.
Sometimes it hurts me,
sometimes for days.
sometimes the great blues
feel more like grays
somewhere this happened:
i lost all control.
somewhere it worked out.
i was made whole.
Deliver. Deliver. Deliver.
Take me from this place.
Deliver
Deliver
Deliver
Make me hide my face.
Take me away from this place.
I am.
Notrunningawayanymore.
Nolongerscaredofthisstasis.
(for now)
UnsureofwhatIneedatthecore
Readytoknowwhatthisplaceis.
I’mtiredofwaitingoutside
I’mtiredoffeelingashamed.
Iseenomorereasonstohide.
IrealizeI’veneverbeenblamed.
Aliveandimmortal
Bornagain
New.
Not.
done
searching.
ready
to maintain this.
sure
of what it means.
going
to give up.
We Have Time. (We have time. We have time!)
Thursday, November 19th, 2009We wrote these words when we were afraid of what it meant to be loved unconditionally.
Commit to it
Friday, November 6th, 2009You make me smile.
I feel slighted by language.
Nothing comes out full.
Ohaiku
Wednesday, September 23rd, 2009Pressing my way home
I’m testing out the water,
Sinking into love.
Planning to not plan has fallen through. Go figure. I’m still following my heart with reckless abandon. Interesting. It’s gotten me into so much juicy trouble, brought me so many tears, taken up so much time, and felt only perfect.
These posts have [...]
The World’s Day Off!
Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009Where the heck IS every-one?
She smiled, “they’re out having fun.”
“Today’s the day the world’s on break,
many aren’t even awake.”
I blinked and hardly caught the train
then tried to let it in my brain
“And at the end we all shall dance,
so don’t forget your comfy pants.”
“I guess I missed the memo, then.”
I said and started asking when
she [...]
I want to create
Sunday, September 20th, 2009I want to make,
to have,
to hold,
to shape,
to love,
to mold.
I want to give
and reach
and find.
I want to bend
and stand
and bind.
I want to be
and wait
and try.
I want to hope
and think
and die.
If we think we’ll ever grab it,
our delusions become habit.
Stepping further from the truth
casting off our precious youth.
Hm. That wasn’t nearly the end of the thought [...]